Erica

woo i should update this thing more often.....

greenblinkus@yahoo.com — Wed, 03 Sep 2003 22:34:18 GMT

FAVORITE:

.day of the week.: tuesday
.least favorite day.: sunday
.flower: lillies
.jello flavor.: i dont have one
.special skills/talents.:i disgust you without even trying
.shampoo: WOO! SUAVE!
.summer/winter.: winter
.trampolines/swimming pools.: neither.

PERSON WHO LAST

.called you.: danielle
.slept in your bed.: me...
.saw you cry.: no one. i cry alone.
.made you cry.: umm... kevin
.went to the movies with you.: julie and michelle
.you yelled at.: darryl
.sent you an email.: MEL! YAY!

HAVE YOU EVER

.said I Love You and meant it.: i was not of sound mind, so it doesnt count
.gone out in public in your pajamas.: damn proud
.kept a secret from everyone.: i'm doing as we speak
.cried during a movie.: yup
.planned your week based on the TV Guide.: no
.been on stage.: 4 times
.been to New York.: yes
.been to California.: nope
.Hawaii.: yes
.Mexico.: ha ha ha yes
.China.: nope
.Asia.: no
.South America.: want to, but no
.Australia.: nopers
.wished you were the opposite sex.: most the time
.what time is it now.: 5:23 PM
.apples or bananas.: apples
.blue or red.: blue
.walmart or target.: target
.spring or fall.: fall
.what are you going to do after you type this.: type my physics paper
.what was the last meal you ate.: food? whats that?
.are you bored.: extremely
.last noise you heard.: people talking/keys tapping

FRIENDSHIP/LOVE

.do you believe in love at first sight.: never have never will
.do you want children someday.: sure
.most important thing to you in a friendship.: just be there for me

OTHER INFO

.do you speak any other languages.: some spanish, german and french
.last book you read.: dreamcatcher
.name some of your favourite things in your bedroom.: my pictures from last year, baby blanket and massive record player
.things you dislike most about yourself.: all of it
.worst feeling in the world.: right before you barf
.who you love.: i dont love anyone. sorry to say
.who you miss.: lauren and ron most the time

USER INFO:

.how old do you look.: 15
.how old do you act.: 5
.glasses/contacts.: glasses
.braces.: nope
.do you have any pets.: at my dad's frisco the dog
.do you get embarrassed.: all the time
.what makes you happy.: doing good by myself
.what upsets you.: being insulted

FINISH THE SENTENCE

.i love to.: eat.
.i wish.: i had money
.i hope.: safe at home watching dora
.i am annoyed by.: YOU. ha ha whiny girls on my bus
.i am.: wants no one wants to be but cant live without
.i want to be.: everyone i come in contact with
.i would never.: eat bugs or shit
.i'd rather be.: oblivious to everything then worrying life
.i'm tired of.: having brown hair. so bland so bland...
.i will always be.: jealous of others

LAST

.movie you saw.: a lifetime one
.phone number you called.: jason's but hung up
.last show you watched on tv.: some racing thing on discovery

HAVE YOU EVER

.thought you were going to die.: yes
.wanted to run away.: tried to
.flunked a grade.: a class? yes grade? no
.skipped a grade.: nope not motivated enough

~*~*~*~

HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed your cousin: ewww... NO
2. Ran away: thought about it
3. Broken someone's heart: i SERIOUSLY doubt it
4. Been in love: never in my life
5. Cried when someone died: yes mike, alisha, adam, and randle
6. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: in fact, i do right now
7. Broken a bone: no
8. Lied: yes
9. Cried in school: i've had 2 nervous breakdowns and have cried

WHICH IS BETTER:
10. Coke or Pepsi: coke
11. Sprite or 7UP: coke
12. Girls or Guys: guys
13. Flowers or Candy: candy (gummy bears)
14. Scruff or Clean shaved: scruffy
15. Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes
16. Bitchy or Slutty: bitchy
17. Tall or Short: tall
18. Pants or Shorts: capris

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX:
19: What do you notice first: eyes
20. Last person you slow danced with: a four year i was watching during sleeping beauty
21. Worst Question To Ask: do you love me?

THE LAST TIME YOU...
22. Showered: this morning
23. Had Sex: never

WHAT IS (your favourite)...

24. Your Good Luck Charm: my good luck dollar
25. Person You Hate Most: i plead the fifth
26. Best Thing That Has Happened: moving, it was a good thing trust me
27. Color: blue
28. Movie: peter pan
29. Cars: cadillacs
30. Ice Cream: mmmm.... vanilla
31. Season: winter
32. Breakfast Food: the burritos from ym mom's job

WHO:
33. Makes you laugh the most: darryl and danielle
34. Makes you smile: pratically everyone
35. Can make you feel better no matter what: mel's got a gift, i tell ya. ron too
36. Has A Crush On You: darryl
37. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: my publix boy
38. Who has it easier? Girls or Guys?: neither. life is life.
39. Gives you A Funny Feeling When You See Them: kevin (happiness) my dad ( deep regret)

DO YOU EVER:
40. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: no i call them
41. Save MSN conversations: yeah
42. Save Emails: mel's, jason's and my dad's
43. Wish you were someone else: yeah
44. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: every once and a while
45. Perfume: nice smelling lotion
46. Kiss: not since august
47. Romantic memory: i have a few
HAVE YOU:
48. Fallen for your best friend?: heh twice
49. Made out with JUST a friend?: yes
50. Been rejected: if i had a dollar....
51. Been in love?: what part of NO dont you get?
52. Been in lust?: right now
53. Used someone?: let's change the subject
54. Been used?: heh... yes. they just havent told me yet but i'm not stupid.
55. Cheated on someone?: NO. i maintain that too.
56. Been cheated on?: like i would be told that.
57. Been kissed?: yes
58. Done something you regret?: i dont regret anything

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
59. You touched?: my mom handed me a quarter
60. You talked to?: lani
61. You hugged?: publix boy
62. You instant messaged?: woo.. been too long
63. You kissed?: he know who he is
64. You yelled at?: i've already answered this (see above)
65. Who broke your heart?: i try not to think that way
66. Who told you they loved you?: my wee little sister

DO YOU...
67. Color your hair?: yea
68. Have tattoos?: want some
69. Have piercings?: ears
70. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no
71. Own a webcam?: no
72. Own a thong?: 7
73. Ever get off the damn computer?: yeah
74. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: a little
75. Habla espanol?: un poco
76. Quack?: SQUEAK!

HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU..
77. Stolen anything?: yes
78. Smoke?: did
79. Schizophrenic?: i dont know...
80. Obsessive?: not anymore
81. Compulsive?: nope
82. Obsessive compulsive?: no
83. Panic?: i try no to
84. Anxiety?: have
85. Depressed?: a lot

good times for a change

greenblinkus@yahoo.com — Sat, 23 Aug 2003 18:53:54 GMT

i'm still using the library's computer but hey its getting better. i'm passing all my classes. even physics dum dum dum....
mooga i miss michelle a lot. someone theorize with. *cries alone in a corner* i plan to visit labor day. gotta make plans with julie better email her.

greenblinkus@yahoo.com — Tue, 05 Aug 2003 04:30:38 GMT

Name: ICKA
Time: 12:26 PM
Date: Aug 4th
Birth Date: 09/22/86
Age: 16
Town Of Birth : the wild frontier that is canada
What school do you attend: inlet grove
Siblings: derrick, evelyn, finny, and adam
Pets: 1, JASON.
righty or lefty: left

~~~~~Your Looks~~~~~
Hair Color: brown with red
Height: 5'6"
Do you wear contacts or glasses: glasses
Do you have any piercings? yes ears
Do you wear any rings: two tristan's and todd's

~~~~~Just Lately~~~~~
How are you today? okay, and yourself?
What pants are you wearing: the ones i got yesterday
What shirt are you wearing: my gradens odyssey shirt
What does your hair look like at the moment? a mess
How is the weather right now: i cant tell
What song are you listening to right now: cut your ribbon - sparta
Last person you talked to on the phone: kevin

~~~~~More About You~~~~~
What are the last four digits of your phone#: i'm getting a new one
If you were a crayon what color would you be: magenta
Have you ever almost died: i wished i could
What makes you happy: hugs, family, friends, and good laugh
Have you ever won any special awards: kyle's best new canadian friend award last year
Do/Done drugs: ashamed
How many TV's do you have in your house: 2
Do you sleep with stuffed animals:yes. lulu and the bear.
Have you ever sprained/broken/fractured a bone or gotten stitches?: stitches out the wazoo
Who do you tell your dreams to: kevin
Who is the loudest friend: tina but its all good
Who is the quietest friend?: wendy

~~~~~Just Questions~~~~~
Is cheerleading a sport: cindy convinced me.
How many licks does it take to get to the center: 102 (i did that in 2nd grade)
Which came first the chicken or the egg: actually, who cares?

~~~~~You and Love~~~~~
Do you believe in love: not anymore.
Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: LMAO i dont have time for that
Do you have a crush: yeah
Who is your crush: it never changed.
Did you send this to your crush: no
Do you believe in love at first sight: no
What song do you want played at your wedding: one step beyond - madness
Are you too shy to ask someone out: no, i've done it before

~~~~~This or That~~~~~
Lights on/off: off
Do you like snow, sun, rain: torrential downpours
Summer or winter: winter
Chocolate or white milk: milk is gross
CD or tape: records
Skiing or boarding: pooky.
Day or night: noches
Cake or pie: pie
Pearls or diamonds: saphires
Sunset or sunrise: twilight

~~~~~~Have You Ever~~~~~
Loved someone so much it made you cry: can say i have.
Smoked: yes
Drank: GUILTY
Broke the law: a couple times

LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Erica Meilani Patino
-- Birth date: Sept 22nd 86
-- Birthplace: Vancouver, British Colombia, Canada
-- Current Location: Ft. Dix, New Jersey
-- Eye Color: brown
-- Hair Color: brownish-red
-- Height: 5'6"
-- Righty or Lefty: lefty
-- Zodiac Sign: virgo, the virgin. oh the irony..

LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: coloumbian jamacian (sp?) and italian (1/8)
-- The shoes you wore today: converse
-- Your weakness: a killer smile and great hair
-- Your fears: life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness
-- Your perfect pizza: bacon, extra cheese, mushroom and pepperoni
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: be able to respect myself in the morning

LAYER THREE:
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: the list goes on
-- Your thoughts first waking up: "gotta pee pee"
-- Your best physical feature: jason says my tummy. but i say my 3rd finger on each hand
-- Your bedtime: i dont have one.
-- Your most missed memory: not memory. person

LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: .....
-- Cuss: all the time even to myself
-- Sing: all t he time, also
-- Have a crush: yeaup.
-- Do you think you've been in love: love is dumb.
-- Want to go to college: sometimes
-- Like(d) high school: i hate most of it
-- Want to get married: not now
-- Believe in yourself: hardly ever if at all
-- Get motion sickness: yup
-- Think you're attractive: yea i'm attractive. IN THE DARK.
-- Think you're a health freak: psh.. NO
-- Get along with your parent(s): most the time
-- Like thunderstorms: my love, my passion is thunderstorms
-- Play an instrument: dont have one

LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: nope
-- Smoked: nope
-- Done a drug: no
-- Had Sex: nope.
-- Made Out: nope
-- Gone on a date: yes, i have. just not with you
-- Gone to the mall?: who hasnt?
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no...
-- Eaten sushi: i hate that crap
-- Been on stage: drama class 9th grade
-- Been dumped: HA HA HA of course.
-- Gone biking: yes

LAYER SEVEN:
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: NOPE
-- If so, was it mixed company:
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: i cant remember. HA!
-- Been caught "doing something": rephrase the question
-- Been called a tease: a million times
-- Gotten beaten up: nope
-- Shoplifted: yes
-- Changed who you were to fit in: *sigh* yeah....

LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: whenever is fine
-- Numbers and Names of Children: one boy, adam.
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: i dont know yet
-- How do you want to die: happy, well fed, not alone.
-- Where you want to go to college: anywhere would be nice
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: i want to be war/wildlife photographer. but i will be a business chick. so much for childhood fantasies...

LAYER NINE:
In a guy/girl..
-- Best eye color? there isnt one
-- Best hair color? there isnt one
-- Short or long hair: as long as there's hair
-- Height: taller than me
-- Best weight: not tiny and not large
-- Best articles of clothing: my dropkick murphys shirt and black dickies
-- Best first date location: publix
-- Best first kiss location: at the fireworks lol

LAYER TEN:
-- # of drugs taken illegally: shh.....
-- # of people I could trust with my life: my life? hmm... 1
-- # of CDs that I own: a gajillion
-- # of piercing: 2
-- # of tattoos: 0
-- # of scars on my body: too many to count.
-- # of things in my past that I regret: i have none.

greenblinkus@yahoo.com — Tue, 05 Aug 2003 02:58:48 GMT

leaving PSL is a double edged situation.

PROS?:
1. i need a new start.
2. getting away from most of these people is GREAT.
3. i get to see jess again
4. i got into Inlet Grove for somethingi can see me doing the rest of my life.
5. i'm tired of all the bullshit.

CONS:
1. dear god, i'm gonna miss some people so bad.
2. i wanted to graduate from centennial.
3. i wanted to make things right.
4. i like my house.
5. some people cant be replaced.
6. i'm gonna miss the memories i have there.
7. I'M AFRAID TO BE FORGOTTEN.

hey can i ask a HUGE favour? *hands you a gun* could you shoot me before i make another ass of myself? thanks, totally appreciate it.

greenblinkus@yahoo.com — Mon, 04 Aug 2003 04:55:37 GMT

why can't i stop falling in love with? especially when i only hurt you?

moshing

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greenblinkus@yahoo.com — Sun, 03 Aug 2003 13:14:38 GMT

3 days til home. god, i cant wait to get home. but wait then i get home i'm moving. grrr.... shayna is so totally awesome i'm gonna miss her. YAY SHAYNA! i was talking to brook for a really long time last night. it was very cool. i have a crush... already? christ.... why is it no matter how badly i've been treated by someone, i can never stay mad or hate them. damn you, gumby. damn you.
-erica

what difference does it make - the smiths

greenblinkus@yahoo.com — Wed, 30 Jul 2003 06:59:28 GMT

All men have secrets and here is mine so let it be known
we have been through hell and high tide
I can surely rely on you
and yet you start to recoil
heavy words are so lightly thrown
but I'd still leap in front of a flying bullet for you

So what difference does it make?
so what difference does it make?
it makes none, but now you have gone
and you must be looking very old tonight

The devil will find work for idle hands to do
I stole and I lied, and why? because you asked me to
but now you make me feel so ashamed
because I've only got two hands
well, I'm still fond of you

So what difference does it make?
so what difference does it make?
it makes none, but now you have gone
and your prejudice won't keep you warm tonight

Oh the devil will find work for idle hands to do
I stole and then I lied just because you asked me to
but now you know the truth about me
you won't see me anymore
well, I'm still fond of you

But no more apologies
no more apologies
I'm too tired, I'm so very tired
and I'm feeling very sick and ill today
but I'm still fond of you

greenblinkus@yahoo.com — Mon, 28 Jul 2003 19:09:13 GMT

WOOT. first entry.